I feel like the best way to start this is to explain my thoughts when I hear the world reveal. Reveal to me is like when your holding your breath under water trying your hardest to make it to the end of the pool and finally popping your head up for air. To me it almost feels anti climatic. It feels like the thrill of writing secret blogs are over. It almost feels like a sad thing but it shouldn’t.
Anyways to begin the reveal.
I have an irrational fear of the future, big or small, and I HATE the feeling of growing up. I don’t know if its because I feel I haven’t used my time wisely or if im just scared to be on my own.
which brings me to my next point, I HATE the feeling of being alone. I don’t actually hate being alone like eating by my self but when its just me and my thoughts I get sad. When I feel like no ones listening I just don’t feel like talking anymore.
Those are probably my 2 biggest fears and now on to my likes!
I really enjoy fishing and I know that stupid and I don’t go a whole lot and im not to good but I just like it. it relaxes me and I have a lot of good memories. One time in lake powell I fished till I had heat stoke kinda but it wasn’t that bad.
I LOVE skiing its my biggest passion and the whole culture around it is so cool, its all so relaxed and all love. Ive skied three times over thanksgiving break and I love it.
Things I’ve learned in this class
Its ok to be wrong in one persons eyes as long as your right in your own
you can never write enough poems
Mr Neilson is one of the most understanding teachers and makes me feel comfortable.
Writing isn’t just for old people or people that wear fedoras
express yourself how ever you want.
She slips on your glasses
hearts molded to the song
hearts molded to one
you would marry her
but love is just a feeling from the movies.
Questioning if she feels the same
the glasses slowly slipping off
as our hand meet as one
not a word said but a feeling shared
our lips find each other
and for just a moment
I felt I was in a movie of my own.
Im not sure who’s ever going to read this or if it will be read but if it does thank you 🙂
My names Jake Newman and I love lil uzi vert.